I love the Night

I realized that when everything else turn their backs on back me, Mother Nature still shows me her warmth and kindness. It's a beautiful night out there tonight.

With this beautiful song.

Will it Rain?

I really wanted to switch to a new blogskin. You know how I do it. Unfortunately, I don't see any that favours me. ( I only want a plain layout with white background preferably ) Nevermind those for now, I'll just have to do with this for the moment.

So, let's see ...

The weather has been really extreme these days ever since the start of the Spring. I guess it was probably because of this weather that I experience most of the time since my birth, I really hated the sun, the heat and everything warm then! It's not like staying in the house can really help with anything because it is still warm from inside! Because when the sun starts blazing up on top, it makes us feel drowsy (sometimes headache too ) at the bottom and then for people like me, we'll definitely on the air-conditioner and end up doing nothing productive. What's worst is that my mum gets really worked up under the hot sun and she is likely to start finding faults in us =___=;; and there she'll go nagging to us, which we sometimes wished we're deaf. Okay, I'm over-exaggerating.....it's not anything like that. To put it simply, when it's really hot out there, nothing seems right.

But the weather part, please sapiens, do something about it.
So you know, I heard that "farts" contribute to the Global Warming. Although it may not be the solitary contributor, but hey think about it, if 6.6billion human in the world (that excludes living animals ) stop farting... there will be massive reduction in the emission of methane and carbon dioxide. I know, to stop farting will be like absurdly impossible, so, seriously, maybe you people out there may need to control the release of flatulence, especially those who drink carbonated beverages regularly.

I'm not crazy!

Oh look at the time...
Gotta go drive my brother to his dancing class now.
I'll continue some day.

JUMBLE

Now... who would have guessed that the last thing that would pop up in my head after so long is to update my blog that I left idle long ago. It has been so ever since the fateful day on December 26th.

Have you ever tried sitting down uber still and quiet, listening to your heart beating so vigorously and at the same time find that you are breathing so hard as well? That's what happening to me these days. In fact, that is exactly what I love to do when I have nothing better off to do. I would stare into the empty spaces where daddy would normally be and does things he normally do. It feels as though he is still very much alive and then it hits back at me so hard that daddy is no longer around. However, mummy will be the one to feel it the most - the loss and the pain, hence why this year will be a tough year for her.

Fortunately, with the blessings and supports from our close relatives and friends, we managed to pull through a great cny celebration. It wasn't so much of a joyful one but everyone is still here for us.

You know, I realized that life is all about give-and-take and when we lose something, we will gain something good in another form. After all, as we all grow up, death is bound to happen, it is just a matter of time. I'm grateful enough that daddy lived long enough to spend his 20 good years with me and not leave either of his children without pinches of memory of himself.

...and so it is, on December 26, daddy left us and head to eternity.

I know he's still looking over us from somewhere. Smiling. I love you daddy.
Oh there you see, its me missing my daddy again. =)

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You see, I've removed all my old posts and started anew all over again. There's no particular reason to it except that I'm trying to clear my messy-looking blog and never to look back again! It's new year so it starts with the new year resolutions as usual.

First - I'm expecting myself to put more effort in the coming semester and hopefully able to carry myself through the final year successfully.

Second - More determination in my dance, it has worsen over the past few months. -_-

Third - Diet Diet Diet! Yappaa!! (Wonder what will be the best way to be on diet)

My new year's resolutions are like seasonings in life, as important as it is to the food. xD So, to have to achieve them effectively, I wrote them down on pieces of papers in the biggest font that even a blind man can see and stick them on surfaces that my eyes had never failed to miss. Which, by then, I can remind myself every single day what I'm here to achieve. Bingo!

It sounded like I just made a big step forward, what about you?
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Hmph... I'm now like...stuck in the middle of my semester break, not knowing what to do. This is pathetic I know. Nobody would want to hire some part time worker for less than a month's time and I'm actually out of ideas of what can be entertaining enough to fill up my ample free time. Besides chilling out with my mates, I'm commit myself totally with the housechores and full-time driver to both my siblings.

I'm thinking about making a visit to the bookstore and hunt down a good book maybe. Ahh, it has been so so long since my last visit anyway. Concurrently, I can consider getting a haircut as well. I mean my fringe you see...its starting to get in the way. Nyahaha. Since I'm not earning money, why not spend some ? (Conscience: That's wrong, really wrong, Ame) =S

Still am anticipating for the call back to KL for the bbq party.
Gosh, it is like forever, isn't it?? I'm so ready already!!
Let's go SHOP for some CRABMEATSS!! >=D
(okayy, calm down.................................)

I guess in some way, I'm missing my friends back in KL too. Glad that the grandeur of internet makes us stay connected 24/7!! Even my really close pals all over Malaysia can still snug before this very idiot box and talk to me. =) Fancy , fancy.... Give me reasons why should I stop getting online when almost everyone that I know goes online. Particularly on Facebook. mm.. book.

Just look at the bunch of pictures that I just uploaded...not so long ago~
Everybody else is sharing their ups and downs on Facebook! even aunties and uncles, oh really.

Maybe Fluffy should sign up for one too. Oh I mean my pet hamster. =]

Alright, maybe I should end my very first post of the year right here.
Nobody likes lengthy post anyway.
Dim-sum tomorrow?!!?!~
I know you want it.......

Nightie night.