Belated Christmas YO.

Its pretty chilly these days, is it not? Why... yes for me.

I've been spending some quality time alone, seriously, with my grandmother for the past 2 days I believe. I just thought life has really taken its toll on her so much and that I should spend time with her whenever I could. It really pained my heart to see at those deep wrinkles on her face and both her arms and that she coughs more than ever now and that she depended so much on her drugs daily. If only time could halt but again, she is a strong woman at her age and I am so proud of her.

Well, it's not like she's thaat weak that I have to post this... but recently I just realized that my grandmother is one that is closest to me and I need to cherish this kinship and show affection to her while she's still with me.

Emotional eh...hah.

Ah so the Legendary Dome was pawned on 26th heh and yep, pretty much expected. Really, it's a shame that I wasn't there or I would have yelled my lungs out ;) yes I would. I believe it was also ultra-emotional upon the ending and right before the boys' signature-jump!! Bless them all and their career ahead please, I'd love to see them grow and alleviate higher and to better.

When the curtains draw, its time for a new journey!!

Nice outfits yo!! I liked those very much ... =)

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Okay I need some serious time-management and plenty time for self reflection. This is real business that we're talking about damn. I can never get a hold of myself and what's worst is that I'm losing time for much more important things that I need to do.

... when I look back then, I hadn't really work anything out, had I?

... Okay, whatever it is - abc or cba - I will do them all or never do them at all.

*slapface*

Oh, wait... I didn't have christmas post, did I? Blame the sucky celebration around - rather unappealing. Even the king fly kites eh? If you understand what I mean^^

Anyway... here it goes!

Merry Belated Christmas, readers!!!

Also, congratulations to the Malaysia's football team for bidding the first triumph in the AFF Suzuki Cup Tournament. So, there's nothing much except for an official-declared public holiday tomorrow though, THANKS.

I gotta RUN!!

只不过。

在心里面的某一个角落，感觉有点低落。

一直以为自己没那么容易被受影响，

却不知不觉的还是被打倒了。

有时候，一些事情不由得我来控制。。。

而可笑的是， 我每一次都为了这些事情搞得团团转。

但我很清楚很多时候，现实，是会令人感得矛盾的。

想要给自己做个决定都好想必须先要跟自己打仗 ！！

たかちゃん、聞くえことできますか？＾.＾

ぼくはさびしいよ！ずっとあなたのかんがえていたよ

真的哦！

圣诞节又要到了！

Merry Merry Merry~

Plain boredom

Here I am again. I'm always stuck up with blogging at the most awkward time of all. To live up to my profile, I'm going to do my reporting like always. Things have been going well for me, and believe me that when I say well, I meant - a little too well. Guess I did lose grip on myself.

I am going penniless really, for one... of course, from the extensive outings all through the previous month like mad~ Next on, I'll need some more cash for personal use. I'll see what I can do - like start saving sounds like a good idea for me. With that, I'll have plenty of time to spend at home and it seemed like its the perfect timing for to ground myself at my own work station also...for good.

Just lovely.

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Some days ago, I read on something really tragic. In this world there is black and there is also white. In between the two distinct colours, there lay a grey area. God knows what lies in it, but from how I see it, a certain number of people inhabited it. These people are known as the black sheep of the society. These are the people who can neither see the black nor the white.

Love as simple as it looks, contains innumerous meanings. I may not be in the position to judge or scrutinize any single action taken, but yet, a life is a life, no one but the creator has the very right to withdraw it.

I am cold and ruthless like how some people may came to know me as. I never had love properly defined and eventually lost my way in it. But look, for someone who is so much in love, sank so deep in it and was living in such agony because of it, falling in love is still as bad as playing with fire. There're exactly so many ways to love and be loved and even at times, love itself is total unnecessary.

爱情可以很伟大，同时也可以很残酷．

自寻绝路，哪有何苦呢？

这世界以不会为你的死而改变，更不会为你的死而停止转动．

但你所有身边的人，包括她，会为了你的决定而感的惭愧与痛苦．

难道这就是你所谓的爱吗？

安息吧．

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I regretted going to the hair saloon so much today.

*sigh*

Disastrous.

Anyway, have a great day!

Home sick

Oh I flipped the calendar over and its December already :)

and how silly of me to be still scratching #31 on the parking coupon for month November yesterday, X.x

I'd consider myself already moving on the right track with the fittingly mindset xD. It's inevitably torturing to be entirely mindful with serious deals here at all. At certain points of time, I pick a spot and choose to rot!

Anyway, it has been the longest stay thus far without heading back home for 3 weeks. It wasn't so bad even though I was very much feeling melancholic over the weekends ~.~ So you see, I went on lengthy phone calls with my family, on top of which, my grandmother was still rather sick then. A week after, she is all better and I'm even closer to the day that I will be going back home! Yea, it's like ... just tomorrow ;)

Besides, I'm hell-missing the food too!! Not to mention, I will be also meeting friends who are on a month's break. Thank God that I'll be returning only on Wednesday - which means, I'll have ample time to spare for my friends and family. Okay, I am still aware (very very much do) that I have papers to finish and PSF to be submitted latest by Monday. how annoying...

Along the time, who wouldn't miss the baby twins??

uhhuh!! They're growing so quickly :D

and I can't wait to see them !! ~

Have they even been thinking of me at all, I wonder ;)

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Recently, I made myself to ponder.

Ponder on all possibilities of life and if I've been making right choices right from the start. Sometimes, it happened that a shrewd business person was there to share his/her wise thoughts, it made me perceive how dense I was and that each and every real-life intellect is worth more than what a book can illustrate. I could still possibly be making the best out of the worst choice that I ended up with.

obtuse or not?

Enjoys~~

Lolly Friday Evening =)

I probably overdid a little this time. x|

God knows what went down my throat yesterday night/dawn, but it went burning hot and oh did I smell heavy stench of alcohol at the after-party. It was pretty awesome night despite the overwhelming crowd I witnessed at The Opera Nightclub @ Sunway. =) Bless me lol, that was my virgin visit to a KL nightclub - pure wild, rocking gorgeous nightclub.

Let's not get into the drinking part anyway (not a good sight rather) ... I am not very good at handling toasts and the after effect of drinking. Bleah~ Not hangover though...! Did I mention I still have an extra bottle of Heineken with me??? It doesn't belong to me though HaHa....

But then again, Happy [Belated] 28th Birthday Uncle Yeap!! lolz

He's such an amazing friend and hopefully he had a blastful time of the year~~ We're afterall grownups. Such event is so inevitable EH? *giggles*

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Back at home, Grandma isn't feeling too good. I got so deranged at the news that she's going back to the doc after just being discharged from the hospital the day before. I'm praying hard that she'll be fine so soon. oh pLEAse!! I'm anticipating piece of good news to cure my edginess because I can't do much at all.

婆婆，我好想吃你煮的黑猪肉! 你快点好起来!

hehehe..;) I'm such a miserable grand daughter....x|

I can't wait to go back home again~ The swelling on my left foot just won't go away! T__T Obviously I'm in need my doses of mummy-love and popo-love. o'man I love them too!

Speaking of which, I have my substitution flow of love...coming from the boys ;) Well its still pretty early to reveal this, nevertheless, every HERESY earthlings seem to be in perfect rapture after getting proper eyes/ears job from the GazettE new ballad PV!!

Glad that PLEDGE PV is finally on youtube way ahead of time and the boys sure have been spreading love like they're on FIRE!! *loves* Well, you'd probably find couples of PLEDGE full PV [HQ] on youtube at the moment, then again, no point embedding them from there now at the risk of having the video taken down at the end of the day, violating the privacy right, as usual.

Endoh-sama on the other hand, had the best remedy against it!

Yo Yo Yo!

Let's get back to work~ hunt down more JOURNALS!

Shouping deh~

~ 说再见 才发现再也见不到 ~ 能不能就这样忍着痛淚不掉 ~

~ 说好陪我到老 ~ 永恒往哪里找 ~

~ 再次拥抱 一分一秒都好 ~

Enjoyed my shopping-spree today after so long :) Total satisfaction.

The next thing I may end up doing is chopping off my hair for good.

Still considering though.

I hope it doesn't take long.

*yawn*

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Love my new sweater to max!!

bought it for only RM12.

I missed you daddy.

Are you doing great?

:)

Swung - over

不知道自己有能撑多少，拼多久。

今天却又下雨了。。。

这场雨提醒了我 是时候把一切都放下了,

并且也告诉我，下了雨后，还是会天晴，

层层云锦把天空点缀得更美丽。

这地球是不会为我一个人而暂停的。

僕は本当に疲れているよ！本当は大惨事を感じます.

あなたは他のすべてが崩壊しているように思われるとき私にあなたの肩を貸してくれるためにそこに行くでしょうか？

It's been a tough week. This weekend break is not making me feel any better. To make thing worse, it started to rain when I least expect it to. I have nothing against rainy season, though, it always brings out the ugly side of me. Not to mention, bad hair day persistently falls on rainy day too!

Okay ...

it's not like some Volcano erupted in Malaysia, somehow I just don't feel right.

I don't think I'm in the right state to blog either.

Probably just venting my uneasiness.

I missed you.

.約束.

16/11

Hey ho Hi n Lo~

Yesterday was pretty much just like that...it's a pity really and I wished the day could be longer. Watching people grow is parts and parcels of life and I think it is good to see changes in some ways after a while :) Over the time, I feel the barriers are slowly building up and I don't know if its just me but things like these... I thought it is just inevitable. Though I don't think we have anything personal coming in between of course.

Glad we've meet up anyway... :D

O' I'm very much anticipating the erm pictures ^.^;; At least that when I know words can no longer work any better, looking at the pictures still exude so much friendship and self-reflection, no? After all, I don't think there're much chances that we will still be seeing each other so much at college. Xox

Whether or not this is happening...

I'd look forward to more hangouts? ;)

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Boy, everything I consumed yesterday totally killed my throat. It's hurting me so much!! lolx, I was out of control I guessed. I'm compensating with lots and lots of water today. Hope it helps and Dequadin........!!

You know what...

I found what I lost. *happy!!*

It's a '09 birthday gift from a friend actually, which was really simple but ever so meaningful. Unfortunately at a point of a time I may have accidentally deleted it from my laptop. Somehow, I got the back up one from him. haha how lucky >.<;;

HERE it is :D

I got quite emotional listening to this, but it was one of the most memorable one.

P/s: Please pause the player at the bottom anytime when u feel like playing this.

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OOOoops 15 miss calls from home..

Ciaoz.

Monday not too Blue

The planes around have been flying low often times just before sun sets and I could hear them them jetting away. Sometimes I do like the sound from the city :)

I'm well over quarantine now though coughing has been a bother since last week. Eventually, with the serious choking from throat over days, I can barely speak clearly much to my dismay. Basically, I'm watching closely over the food that I'm taking though yes its so much of a pain in the ass. bleaaah~~

Oh, I've met Ms Chang early this morning... I guess we very much broke the ice and the whole clinic went on for less than half an hour. She's nice and thoughtful and hopefully, with her ample free times from her timetable, hunting her down in the future won't be my huge concern. No I'm not someone who's fussy over the arrangement of supervisors, also, not to mention she's extremely new to our institution and of course myself. Naturally, I'd give time for chemicals to work out.

She looks pretty helpful tho xD.

Yeaaa, Thursday sounds like a perfect time to date her no? ;)

*oh yea, generally, the whole supervisor clinic thingy today was so screwed?? I have totally no idea what went wrong. Some good bunch of supervisors just didn't turn up at all?? Bless me, thank god, mine was there earliest :D.

To the next batch of mates who have yet to attend the clinic, just make sure you people make an early arrangement personally with your respective supervisors before things turn ugly for the day*

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So, unknowingly after the meeting, I went off to Timesquare with Mr Ho and Mr Lemon for lunch and long hours of window shopping hahahaha. So fun la hanging out with crazy people some times, although I was a little bit tiny winy bored in between times >.<

>lemon : 20 teh tarik la...+ 2 bubble milk teas, gao mou? soli boy.

>lipxin : you can definitely have your lollipops back soon....asap!!

*sigh* I have too many unsettled debts with friends. lolx how annoying.

They just keep adding on!!!

i've lost something i really love.

has it gone missing for good now?

i need it, i really do... irreplaceable.

i am sorry.

New blingsss~

I havent been feeling really well since last week and I thought I'd end up admitted to the hospital again. Thank god that didnt happen, else you know, I might just cry myself a river T_T . Even so, my taste buds are still failing me ... On the journey to full recovery yooo!! Thanks to Cool Fever and Dequadin and probably a few doses of cough syrup (slaps forehead!)

Okay so what's up?

Recently, our supervisors for FYP have been assigned. I havent met my supervisor so far and I am clueless at all how she will be like. Despite that, I do have a feeling this will be a good start :D. Let us all hope for the best for what shall come forth.

Hopefully Monday's clinic turns out well... *scare*

Anyway, the supervisor clinic timetable has been arranged for certain students (include myself) only and for those who are eager to know but did not receive anything from APIIT... (it happens...)

here u go --> >>>> Download here! <<<<<<

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Apart from that, back to Jrock-fever, endoh-sama had had new updates on the boys ;). I'm sure I've mentioned of "PLEDGE" and as I'm here typing, this excitement is already burning all over me ;DD...

I've always trusted on their quality, like really. S0000 (drum rolls...)

Here we have the original sample of the Preview ~

The Gazette Winter Ballad - PLEDGE.

It's awfully rare to find such good deal out there at the moment as their single has not been officially released thus in December 15th. *claps* I'm anticipating alot ... as usual wee-hoo wee-hoo...~

Hope to get more update from Ruki's tweet, himself. Yes he himself.
kyyyaaa~~....!!!

=D

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Ajisen Ramen isn't so good after all, I personally think.

Looking forward to Next Week.

See you people at the AIDS/HIV Day Campaign @ SgWang! (am I right?)

The White-flag

It's been almost two years now.

Sometimes, it occurred that our lives are so tainted with harrowing sins and nonetheless the irreversible mistakes that had happened. It cannot be removed, cannot be transferred...worst of all, it cannot be forgotten.

At least, I don't think I could.

Somehow, I've got used to it and I thought, I though I'm actually coping well throwing aside these agonies. When the reality hit me, right away, I'm all beaten again. I really don't care neither do I mind living with this but little did I know, its taken toll on my mental health once again.

To put it simply, I'm very vulnerable to nervousness and slowly find myself short of breaths. This never happen so frequently, but it is slowly taking me to my limit. I realized its no used living in mendacity nor to dwell in the past. But I find there's no way to disentangle myself and find a distinctive clear line between the past and present.

Eventually, I have to live with everything coming back haunting at me once again.

私はあなたからの強度を必要とする

あなたの愛で私を癒す

...but anyway, these made me see things much more clearer than ever before. If it cannot be altered, then it has to go on the way it is.

I'm so thrilled with the my new edition of Arena 37 !! So I'm gonna share little-little bit of insights....=)

Of course, posters are available as well but I'm not sharing...heh heh, still trying to figure out where to stick them on... hmm

Actually got these some time back, but eventually I find it worth the post-it-up chance. So there it is. I couldn't really share everything but then, is better than nothing ha ha ha ha..... YAY, Jrock.....PEACE!

My eyebrow is in a mess?

Yep, it's going into week 3 already. Things are starting to catch up one by one and we're still taking them in slowly, gladly. There are still ample time of course to slack off abit here and there and since time permitted and before I know it, I was in MPH once again ;D. Just so you know, I am not such an avid reader and somehow, I like the smell of books.

There're really interesting books that grabbed my attention and like few that I've owned, I still prefer books by Stephen Hawking. I find him a wonderful science-fiction writer and probably one of the best-known physicists of our day. At many points while reading his books, I still find myself struggling to grasp his philosophies on the metamorphosis of the universe, absolutely intriguing.

Despite of his impaired lifestyle, he's been devoting almost all of his life time researching on numerous studies. Naturally, it struck me that I'm actually at a far better condition than his to be achieving things that he had had.

Anyway, I was supposed to hunt for some reading materials intended for my research but I guess being there was just too overwhelming that I got drifted away easily. I'd love to go there again, alone.

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I'm feeling exhausted these days. I don't mean physically exhausted - mentally. Something's straining off my thoughts and I'm prone to lose my focus in the blink of an eye. Isn't this frustrating at all?! especially when I tend to get into deep thoughts.

あなたのことをずっとかんがえている

AR~!!

I'd love to go watch movie. UHhhhm.... anyone?

Great! It's November now after all. Singapore anyone?? :D awww miss my darlings!

UCTI BIZCON 2010

Yeap, the title says it all. It's UCTI Business Conference Event today, in fact it's already the second day. I get to privilege to attend the conference because SiuHui asked me in time to join them :D. Else I'd be dead boring in the MPPM class in the morning xD. Was a good experience though.

BizCon was held at Cyberview Lodge where the surrounding is very sensational, beautiful and well-maintained. Let just put aside the food at the moment. ;D

Anyway, there were presentations by presenters from our neighbouring countries; Iran, New Zealand (If I'm not mistaken) and nonetheless by our unfailing lecturers as well. All the talks went by pretty quickly due to the time constraint though there were some of them who managed to finish the presentation way ahead time.

I'm not up to judge, but over all it was a good exposure.
Wished there were some really worthy topics though. *sigh*

Anyway, speaking of food which were lavishly well-prepared.There was refreshment in the morning, pleasant buffet meal (I missed the cheesecakes N choc Fondue damn!) and last but not least, tea-time after the wrapping up of event. Cool eh..

So much to savour, so much to devour.

Alright, I shall continue the post with pictures then. :)

My PASSES ;D

The GOODIE BAG!

It's been a tiring day~ Yawn*

Shall end the post here.

P/s: More picture coming up on Moon's profile. =)

I just love~ drawing these...

Cornered

Whenever things get out of hand, I alwas feel alone. It's a bad thing.

You'll see and definitely share my point when you find the rest on a total different piece of land and there you are... sitting on a pot full of shitz.

...don't get me started on versions of philosophies again, because I totally have no sense of intellectualism. *fullstops*

Today is a Saturday and speaking of Saturday, I've always thought of it as "The Day of the Week". For some reason, my mind seems to be well tranquilized and working good on Saturdays. So there, I don't really mind if I'm going solo for the day, because it's a bliss. After a little break down, the project after-shock and probably the few jaw-dropping moments, it's good to get the head back right on track and moving on positively. It's a total need.

Now now...

when the head is right.

the attitude should too. I know I won't sound promising if I say I could but... - mama always hit me on the right spot. "You won't accomplish anything big without the right attitude, even if it's something you love doing."

It's harsh when you thought of things you have to do, whether you're in it or not.

You'll see that it's a real common statement...but she just said it right.

Sometimes I just feel hurtful...

I think even my laptop despises me, hates me, and is sick of me ...

What more can I say??

gentlemen, I need some doses again :)

When it started 3 years ago.

So it is... we sailed onto the next chapter of Degree, regardless of the different majors.

It was a little strange and awkward to be walking into the foyer after a 2 months' holiday. It felt like everything is starting afresh. It is though... however, this fresh start its picking up real fast this time.

In fact, it was so fast that I'm utmost certain that everyone started feeling burdened - that is if they've been to the recent FYP briefing.

...forget about it... forget the 25th of the month.

While we're on that, our timetable was actually very compromising, at least if they have no intention of fixing anymore of it. For the first time, I like what I am seeing =). It could be for the fact that they're putting it the way it is in favour of FYP preparation, but it doesn't really matter for now. haha, I'm after all a procrastinator... ( wtf am I so proud of?!)

*Praying hard to work with supervisor with a healthy heart* Smirk *

揺れる身体に刺さる　君が生まれた曰の風
温もりは覚えてるかい「せめて　」
背負った物は消えぬけど
また笑えるその「いつか」を
どこかで求めていて

Ten - Ten - Ten

Happy 10-10-10 !!!

Happy Birthday to 阿姨 and Bryan couzy!!!

It'll be another millennium to be able to celebrate this rare date again.

Make sure you pick on everything that has number 10 on them, hehe.

Also,

its been a tough year in North America, oil gushing into the Gulf of Mexico, while in Asia, some of the highest temperature was ever recorded; in the Arctic, the rapid melting of sea icebergs ever seen; in Latin America recoded the heaviest rainstorm washing away whole mountainsides.

Hence on this auspicious date, we celebrate.

Circle the lucky date on your calendar (10/10/10) and the point of doing so that you'll remember of doing something that'll help counter the global warming within your own region/location.
hey're calling it the Global Work Party, emphasizing on both "Work" and "Party". In Auckland, New Zealand today, they're having a Giant Bike Fix-day, to get all bicycles in the city back on the road. Over at Maldives, the people are putting up solar panels on the President's office. Massive tree-planting activity is going on at Kampala, the largest city in Uganda and while in Bolivia, they're installing solar stoves for enormous carbon neutral picnic.

What have you got in mind for our Mother? =)
Thought of car-pooling?

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I don't remember when was the last time I've been working out so very vigorously and sweat to my heart's content. Could be when I stood in the volleyball court one last time playing my last high school match, who knows. That was one inspiriting feeling I've had had. Thankfully.

Recently, for the past 2 Saturdays, I joined my brother and his friends for badminton sessions in the evening and I think it brought my spirit back. I'm feeling much younger already and trust me, when I put in everything for the game, I sensed all satisfaction like before. So reviving haha. Gonna go for more rounds of it, I promise.

I remember how I used to be so in love with my sport that I've never had problems with my diet lolx. I guess... it doesn't hurt to start all over again, does it?

=D

Guess what, just this morning, my brother dragged me for a facial treatment for free... they're free for a reason, don't bother asking. That was my virgin-time to have my blackheads picked and GRAH it hurts so much!!! ... so much so that my eyes ended up so teary... haha really.

what a day huh...~.~

Slack of the remaining days.

Nobody does it better than Sang Woo!!!

He's just too good. =)

It's crazy.

After working for some time, I'm just so stuck with dramas and War3 Tower Defense. I could watch all day, play all day, so much so that I can feel that my lappie is so sick of me. Not that I have anything better to do anyway. If in case anyone of you are interested, catch this drama. Its good. =)

Cruel Love/Bad Love

Weekend is always so near, yet they pass so quickly. I've been wanting to go swimming and I still remain wanting but not doing it. It's just not happening. If only someone could drag me and hurl me into the pool~ ! ah...wonder if uncle could get me a free swim at the pool in Renaissance Hotel. hak hak *_*

...neh...it's so warm in Malacca, no?

..I'll be going back to KL soon enough.

*sigh* its so contradicting.

I have this mixed feelings inside of me. Somehow I just sensed disaster coming closer. Oh god, it's probably a little too much for me this time? What a tribulation. You really need to see whats coming...!

O'boy, looking at it just reminded me that I need to prepare for the worst. It wasn't the quantity of subjects that worries me - it's the number of assignments that I'm feeling troubled with.

Not to mention we do already have a bigger project to handle at hand.

*sigh* here we go again, my friends. Just how should I begin with?

We'll all need to push off the limits this time round. Less to complain and more to focus on. What is life anyway. There weren't many options for us to start with and that is how we all ended flowing with the rest. All then that is left for us to do is to make a difference out of the things that we do best. Hence at the end of the day, when the right time comes, we'll all deem to be the Masters of our own trades.

It is not necessary to dream big, you know what I mean?

What I think is important is to seek what you really love to do and that you are willing to do it for as long as your heart beats. Yea, thats what Passion is all about.

Have you found yours?

=)

愛は参照鋸ベンチのようなものです

Fun-crapping

Speaking of the 18th floor underneath our feet, there are really more to it, doesn't it?

So, there's actually this 19th floor way bottom and it has a suite. I booked it. Its mine. My brother will be occupying the one on the next floor though. I'm calling to book another one for a friend. We're all in for the spa, which we believe is gonna be awesome - its like a hotspring down there.

The Reaper is up to arrange them for us.

When do we check in, neh?

do they have AHM down there? - automatic h machine -

Yea you're right, we shouldn't barge in through the front door, the floor, to the lobby. The residents will be upset.

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That was quite a conversation, we set it up like its some sort 5 stars residence... and a pretty crowded one.

The problem is - How do we get there?

and the twist here was... before you're eligible to enter the lobby and your name is opted for PLKN, you're going up instead. Who knows when your camp ends. Nobody cares too. After all it's cramp down there. Just pray that you get lucky.

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Of course, the whole thing leads to no where, and yet it's refreshing. After the harsh revelation of the results, it's always good to crap alot. Actually, I'm not sure if I should be satisfied already with what I earned?

One way or another, we're reaping what we've sowed. Allow me to *c~u~r~s~e you RESM* HaHa. Trust me, I'll never get over it even if it were to damage my image so much to just curse it. I don't understand and probably never will.

hence, there was this proposal.

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you see, I was inspired because of video shared on FB.

we could really work it out together. We'll get the lecturer's name list, their cars and the college's building plan as well. The next thing that's gonna happen is - we'll call the demolition company. P-a-y-b-a-c-k~ Time!

I'm proposing to use the wrecking-ball method for the demolition. Explosion will be way too instant. A rammer wouldn't be so bad either. What do you say?

FYP project?

pfft....

Great times

有时候，做人就别太固执了。

不是你的， 你把他留下来，他也不属于你的。

I decided to switch back to my old layout because I still prefer this over the previous one. Nevermind that, I'm probably a little bit too slack.

It's been few long days since my last post, and as usual, I'd look back at my older posts. I personally like blog-hopping very much and my very own archives are no exceptions. I'm amused actually at how certain bloggers can really express themselves so well and able whiz off a post that turned out to be like a magnificent piece of music sheet... and when I say that, I didn't mean bloggers with good command of English, its just that they know exactly what they wanted to convey. I wonder what e-journal really mean to me.

...I had too many redundant posts...

but right deep within each of them, I knew I had something that I wanted to share.

They just didn't turn out well with words, uh...

Anyway...

I think I just had the best weekend ever last week!! I don't even know where to start with lolx. But to put it simply, I appreciate the get-together session very much and of course the RM150 that I earned within 20mins. =D how lucky~! Things like these don't come so frequently do they?

I'm so looking forward to the start of the new Semester. This absurdly long holiday is like a living hell to me. Oh, it wasn't that bad actually... but nothing smells better than Final Year I guess? Nyahaha. Neh, I'll be so screwed this time.

I'm finally a 3rd year!!

** 如果让你遇见一个心情很不好的人，你会如何安慰人家呢？**

我：你这这幅死人样。。。不要再让我看到你啦！！！

[just joking...]

Little thoughts

I'm always fascinated at how the music box could hold my attention for so long. They're so captivating and yet nothing beautiful last forever.

...and yet exudes the elegance of the music that plays

as the ballerina stand twirling,

...and maybe it's been wanting to say something to me.

I've been such faithful listener...

to the pieces that held significant interpretation.

As I stare down at it, I only wished it never gets dimmer.

When time gets tougher at many points of life, it's just a matter of how we learn to look at it...and just maybe, somehow, some little things you see along the way, will shine you the way, making you see things at a whole new angle you never knew existed.

If Never is such pain. Take the [N - End] away.
You'll get to see what everlasting happiness is.

Everybody deserve to see the most beautiful thing in life,
because they never last.

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Happy 21st Birthday to Darling SiuHui Sista!

I'm not good with words but I wished more good things be brought upon your future.

Twenty one years of living never come easy, but we've learn much along...

and see how good little things has been part of this real great adventures.

May you have a blessed Birthday and cheERS to the FUTURE!

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Mum's birthday was just 2 days ago...

age is just numbers ... but she's grown to be a real perfect woman in my life.

Sometimes, I'd only hope she'll care more for herself and less for her children.

This woman of substance has been the best companion for her 3 kids,

and she knows it well that we all love her.

Happy Birthday Mum!!

Smile

@KL.

Goodness me.

The weather here is so much cooler and nicer than weather back home.

I barely needed water heater back there because it was freaking warm in Malacca and while on the contrary, my room that I'm sitting in right now... its really comfortable! I guess it's going to be a goodnight sleep tonight...~

Nothing really changes here after a month+ ... except, the thick dust in here that needed serious cleaning. bleaaah..~ It's really a pain in the ass to have to do all these chores especially when there are hi and lo places that needed to be cleaned as well.

But I need a clean and tidy room to live in after all.

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Much Luck and Congratulations to my beloved J-rock Band -- the Gazette.

Today is the official release date of their new SINGLES -- └RED┐

*New Look* Gorgeous as Always - very Glam looking!! Their PV was roof-hitting AWESOME too! *Love*

and this is (could be) the GaGa-inspired cover for their new Singles- Red

The Gazettes have been pushing themselves off the limits this time. With all the zealous effort the members poured in relentlessly, the band has really picked up tremendously and made it big this time

Coming up is their Final Singles of the year - └PLEDGE┐@ December '10

I'm definitely looking forward to it very much!

Needless to say, there'll be inland tour in Japan subsequent to their previous NLSG standing tour concert. =) *supports*

ぼくはあなたのハードワークに感謝！

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Cherish the good health that you possess.

Because you'll never know when you start losing them.

I always believe the ultimate way to love your body is through Music.

I used to wonder why organs are called organs.

Now I know, its because they loved Music.

Yes, they do.

Healthy healthy~

Email

美代子さん

you always made me ended smiling reading your beautiful email.

Thanks.

What are sisters for anyway.

体に気をつけて、いつも元気で居て下さい...

=D

Good Night

Happy Birthday Malaysia~!!

Hmm, I don't exactly know what happened 53 years ago (like in real detail), I don't even like History to begin with. However, I do know its a public holiday today! So cheerS!! =D

Anyway, today is no different from other days since my holiday started one and a half months back. Yep... the pulse line is stagnant...

...except that, I had great times playing with my twin-nephews today. They're Bryan and Ryan. It's been a while since my last visit and they've grown so much. The babies are so adorable I wished they'd stay the same forever!

Since Mum's free from work today, we brought Grandma along to the twin's place as well - and oh She's like the happiest woman on earth carrying her great grandchildren! That was beautiful aha...

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今天终于有机会逛夜市了。

虽然很从冲忙，但是感觉很温心 - 就好像回到自己很熟悉的地方一样。

我希望自己能常常回到外婆家，陪她一起逛夜市！

ha....

あなたが元気にやっている願っています.

私は、私は今まで私はいつかあなたは私と同じ方法を参照してくださいことを願って表現することができますあなたを友達として大切に.

There're always alot to learn each day.

If you missed yesterday's lesson, let's start today.

- I love you -

Selfish Love

********** Fool's Mate, Arena 37°, ShoXX, Neo Genesis **********

There seem to be a rapid growth of Miyavizm over at Australia. RAWR

Lots and lots of love eh ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

*bow*

This was his one-man band!

This isn't new but still as brilliant.

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I realized that I differ from many of pals, in various ways. It's not like I have one thing in particular that I hate to be different from others but there's something to learn from this - that is people always flock to the preponderance of numbers.

Sometimes, you just need be brave to step out and be who you really are.

Time is flying, my dear.

...hence, no more to lament...

He who trims himself to suit everyone

will soon whittle himself away.

- Raymond Hull-

Dare to bloom your very own brand of Flower.

Which is why its rare.

Miyavi [Selfish Love lyric extract]:

Selfish love
Love me, cause I love you
This is my way of love.

I will for me, you will for you*
And I'll be me, and you be you.

Cheers to egoistic us.

I feel numb on my shoulder.

Must be my sleeping posture.

Bless me....

********** Fool's Mate, Arena 37°, ShoXX, Neo Genesis **********

The Night

The best pair is our there glowing ever so brightly tonight.

The brightest star with the crescent, a spectacular scene - so far yet so near.

It was short and brief...at least bonding happened tonight.

There shall be more to come.

Tiresome... nonetheless so very happy.

Hippie!!~

Can't wait no more for Tuesday.

Towards the sky!

What great feelings.

It's always so emotional listening to the Gazette.

Such an unutterable beautiful song - Red.

Not to mention, they DO match with the Gorgeous attire/suit they're wearing like always - so Glamrock. That's one love for them!

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...today, I should deserve a good pat on my shoulder. Why?because of a job well done~ =)

Not too shabby huh, I wished there could be this rush in me again when I'm dealing with college work though. HA.

Looking out of this floor-to-ceiling window did really make me feel so tiny. The traffic out here is mildly smooth, despite the approaching Raya. Now it makes me wonder how would it be like in KL at the moment. Its sad knowing that my friends will not make it here anymore because of their tight work schedule.

Looking at the bright side, I'm going back there real soon, ain't I?

I missed the bookfest

I missed Matta Fair

I missed many many yamcha/hangout sessions.

haha so many discontentments when I'm at the best comfort back home.

We never learn, but that's how life goes about.

Wanting more and never will have enough!

My love for Cappucino Cheese is thi |----------------------------------------------------------| s much....teehee. A little slake to my craving.

Who doesn't love music...too?

Months to go

...suffering from severe pms cramp today. It's terrible~

...but for dinner today, we had mummy's fishball soup!

what a relief...SERIOUSLY~ thanks mii ~

I was stucked with twitter the whole morning and afternoon just to read tweets from Ruki. Imagine, within 20mins he had 2thou + ppl following him... like each time I refreshed his twitter page, the numbers jump (lolx).

It's good to see him recovering fast from his edema sickness, we've missed his voice! Emily talked to me alot about another fella in the band - Kaiくん. Basically, we're guessing that he's a computer illiterate hence his adamant absence from the cyworld, at least for now we have yet to discover him here. We're waiting to be surprised, Kaiくん!!

On the other hand, these two Gazeboys can really tweet relentlessly, damn. It's so much fun following them!

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So, in between the times catching up with tweets, I've been hunting for past year thesis/researches, hoping to trigger my inspiration for my report. There're alot out there of different levels and ultra numbers of topics, but unfortunately I didn't gain much from the "harvesting", particularly to start of a relevant topic.

I'm thinking of the currency rates. Am I able to take them on?

May need alot of thinkings and hopefully by tomorrow ideas come rushing to me.

Yesterday as I was reading TheStar newspapers as usual and flipping through the Classified-Job section, it hit me real hard that very quickly in a few months time, I will go through the same section of the newspaper again, then, looking for a job for real. I wonder what can become of me... Out of the many job vacancies that I scanned stated a common criterion where they're expecting the applicants to have several years of experience in a particular field in their working background. Then, wouldn't that alone have reduced my chances of getting hired?

This is starting to get depressed eh...

One way or another, I'd better well graduate from college with a good looking sheet of cert first. Else, I can never dream of getting a decent job, let alone jobs with reasonable pay.

2011 shall be an honourable year, yes?

uhmm~

瞞し

So I was informed, Facebook no longer import feeds from blogger anymore.
That's a pity though, but I guess that just leave my blog even more isolated.

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For the passed few days, I've been thinking. You see, as the final year commences, things will get really tense and one of the few which I'm worried about would be my FYP - probably what I call the ticket to complete the highest point of my education thus far. A 9-month duration is probably a breeze dispatch to accomplish project of quality, at least for me.

...and to save the cold sweat to myself, what I'll need to do is to set in train my proposal. But whether or not I'm able to come up with one before I return to college is another question.
めんどくせぇ!!

In need of few tablespoons of inspirations and probably pinches of motivation.
Have you got what I need?


Raya is approaching, not that it matters anyway.

I already hit my 21st year of living this year and so I was contemplating. What is it you may ask? I was hoping buy a gift for myself, something that just doesn't come cheap.... but I am so unsure if I really should have it... although liking it is another thing.

I wished someone's here to tell me exactly what is it that I should do.
どうしよ？！！

Someone with a conscious state of mind, please tell me.

Its been awhile

Hi n Lo...

I can't express my sudden enthusiasm to continue writing here. I probably just have nothing better to do. This could just be the best mean of stress reliever. aha...

Well the godforsaken break started exactly month ago and I guess it went by in a blink of an eye. I didn't think I have done much - basically, I was the driver, maid, employee and good for nothing loafer most of the time. Of course, I guess the best time to have lots of fun within my uber long break will be in the month of September, yes this very month! There are just too many things to look forward to.

On the contrary huh, I've been missing college.
Don't judge me yet!
I mean, well... afterall I've spent like 2-3 years there hugging my notes sleeping in classes, right?
It is sane.

Mid Autumn its fast approaching, and you have no idea how many tooth-some pieces of mooncakes that I've chunk down, omfg ahhaa!! Until now, enough is enough~~

Things have been a little out of order recently, perhaps its time to get spick and span.
Tak boleh TAHAN~..
RAWR....

Peace everyone.

Photo-flood

Finally I've got some time off to blog my ass off.
Somehow I didn't want to abandon my blog for way too long you see.

Yes, this post will be flooded with pictures taken, mainly from the Broga Hill hike outing. Oh well, the morning hike did all the extreme spirit-stir. So refreshing and utmost exhilarating! It has been quite some time since I last gone through such backbreaking activity. HAHAHA.Seriously, I feel my age has taken it's toll on me. I lost my stamina and endurance.

In short, the whole trip was pure fun!



and the long-awaited "egg-yolk".....=D


And of course going uphill and down aren't any easy task, but we all made it ^_^. Do anticipate more tonnes of pictures from Facebook any time soon by Shaun, but till then enjoy the rest here!

and oh, just so you know, WE entered a Mansion. ^0^!!

~THE END~

I took quite some time there to upload them here. So I shall stop here gaaah! Night!