This post shan't be happening at all, but somehow I just feel like dropping by.
It has been well over a month since I was last seen as a student, and surprisingly I am not that excited at all. Time has passed so fast, so fast that I am left to weigh in the mind of thoroughness what is set forth for me. To be honest, I am left buoying on the surface of the vast sea not knowing what to do or where to go (at least for the moment), which is pretty frustrating. I don't want to make it an option.
... so I guess it would be for sometime before I am put to work or at use.
Things are starting to take form around me, indicating that life is implicating on my decisions. Its not easy to be 22 - you make the verdict that you are accountable for and you know you won't want to pass the wrong judgement. At the same time, you know that things will not always work out the way you want it to be. I know I'm not yet up for the take. It's intense but that is the challenge that you'll come across in life. So grow up and embrace it.
Everyone is bidding farewell - but its not the end yet.
I hate to say this but I'm going back to college soon..urgh..! SYS ~~
Congratulations to all my comrades who heaved sigh of relief on the glorious day on 29th of June. After all the days we've been through, it's finally over and like I mentioned on my twitter - I felt overwhelmed after handing it in ... bet it must be the same for hundreds of us.
The post-production
It actually doesn't look exactly like this since this was taken before I changed my cover page, but just heck it. Actually, I think I could have done a better piece had I not been slacking off that much ( so much to my dismay ). Oh well, what's done is done, I'll reap what I sow at the end of the day. *finger crossed*
So we've reach our final checkpoint and should be anticipating for the finals in a month's time, besides mad-rushing to complete the other 4 individual assignments at the moment as well. I am only hoping that time could creep slower now than ever. I can't imagine what life has in store for me as I move onto my career ladder.
"Embrace it" is probably what I would tell myself.
The past 21 years have been like flashes of memories to me. It all happened so quickly that most of the time, I haven't really got chance to grasp the missing pieces in life. I guess that's just life - there're gives and takes, hope and despair, good and bad - the very ingredients that molded the person I am today. Having persevered probably for the first quarter of the life that I'm going to live, I believe nothing is going get too severe than this in the future. Yea - the positive thinking.
So, there had been amazing things going around that kept me very much occupied, like really, and it'll be a long list if I were to list them all down....!
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Nahh, its not true...though it has been quite happening around, with friends and stuff and nonetheless paper works. Anyways, just this morning a bunch of friends and I had Pork Rib Tea Soup for breakfast/brunch. Okay, I have no idea hows that gonna be like when translated into proper English, but "Bak Kut Teh" is translated directly into English just like that. Enlighten me if you could, though.
So, if anyone of you are really interested, you guys should hang out there and try it out. Well, don't ask me if it tasted good because I always have different likings for food than the rest. Honestly though, I love bak kut teh, but probably not in this style and they... never serve it with yam rice here in KL. =/ Its always like a tradition for typical Malaccans to have yam rice served with bak kut teh. Seriously....=)
Oh, FYI, that particular restaurant is owned by family of a friend, so just go show some support. *wait* did I not mention the location? ah ah... I don't know exactly where it is ( I don't memorize names of places either ) but erm, it should be in Serdang and its a new Wing Heong franchise BTW if I'm not mistaken and its definitely somewhere near Jusco Equine Park. Find your way there........
Here are little something tho' that went by to let yall have a peek at? =S
Yeaaaaaaa .. I hope these entertain yall for a little bit because I'm still working on my new Diana F+ and it always take sometime to get the films developed and scanned and at the end of the day only to realize what I captured were all shitty pictures. On top of all that, my priority, I still have papers to hand in by the end of the week, like on Friday obviously. I hate it.
Its Kevin Wu's birthday today btw people and if you don't know him, I guess its time to leave your cave behind and youtube Kevjumba/JumbaFund. Its the hip thing now!! grrr... and just to let yall know that if you have twitter account, help trend #Happy21kevjumba - for fun?
He does his videos for charity (Jumbafund), so in short, its for a good cause...! Why wouldn't anyone watch him then? Subscribe too! =)
This one is like hell years ago...still, favourited ^0^ It reminds me of how I started picking up driving skills on a manual transmission car and stalling the car YEA!!!
P.s: I still have time off for little stress-relief activities okay? Like 5-10mins off my work time is not going to cause me a downgrade in an assignment!! ......
or is it?
...and for a beautiful Sunday, today, Im also sharing this beautiful song.
you'll need to have to make an extra effort to pause it if you wanna jump for the video first or not if you decide to get to the end before watching the vid.
In your everyday life, there could be a gazillion of things that keep you wondering off your minds, taking in all uncertainties and bringing out all impossibilities.
"...if you have the ability to express yourself and the courage to present those stories and opinions..."
If you start/continue to pursue what seem most fascinating in life, you'll find that you've harness more than enough courage to be able to share it with the rest.
I find this very inspirational....and nevertheless amusing to listen to.
I present you.....SARAH KAY =)
You'll know and understand that when one day when you lost your way amidst your bustling existence, start writing a list - a list of "10 Things You Know To Be True".
a bunch of us decided to have lunch at some Chinese restaurant in Sri Petaling just today after our two glorious classes in the morning. The lunch? ...it was chaotic ... and we did had a lot of fun blabbering away throughout our precious lunch time, with 2 new chaps onboard. Someone even got the opportunity to make an impression on them ...and ohss whats with the "Rotweiler" that goes -vroom vroom-!?!? *hilarious* Okay, obviously she's forgotten her daily dose of medicine again X_x ...
That yet, wasn't the biggest event that happened for the day...
another friend who joined us for lunch this very day met an accident right in front of incubator 2 in TPM! Count those misfortunes we've encountered within mere 2 months' time!! I'm not trying to sound really ominous, all of us should really "wan san" and pray harder~! Fortunately though, no one was injured in the accident and what else can one expect from an accident - the vehicle suffered some wreckage on the front luhh...
I am not good at illustrating the exact chronography of the incident - it is a good thing still that its nothing serious except that someone needs enough good rest. There's no absolution in things that others can do unto you, but yourself. Take care, my friend, you still have us and remember that there are things that friends can do unconditionally for friends. =,)
Also, do be safe on the road, people. Treasure good life.
Life so short you'll miss all the good part as you blink.
and so....before the day turned dark, we headed for dinner and eew I really hate ginger!! Haha, then again all of us enjoyed dinner as much as we enjoyed each other's company =D not...not the ultimate tickling part, damn ~!!
Love you guys!! watching back those videos taken was a joy <33
It is also on this very day, this night, that I ever felt like crying out loud. Yea, it's been awhile I poured things out properly and ... though my lacrimal gland almost gave me away ...... yeah, I can be really emotional at some point =,/ That's probably why I almost find it impossible to open up and speak. haha...shussh.
A couple of days ago, someone upset me so badly, everything he said hit me real hard that I was really offended, be it that he/she meant it or not. I don't really care if that is just how someone express things verbally but as long as they are hurtful, it shouldn't be legal. Okay, so what if I'm sensitive... wtf, he was the one so very insensate. I don't think I can put up with you - twice.
... hey, cmon' I'm made of flesh, Jackass!
If you couldn't have been nicer, just shut it up already!
Right...
look at the time. I'd better be going ~.~
Does this song ring a bell and remind you of a good movie you've watched recently. =)
*dance* *dance* *DANCE* --- *twirl~~ on to my bed*
I got dragged all the way to KLCC after class in the evening today.
We hogged couples of UNIQLO x UT Limited T-shirts Collection.
Okay I did my part too so I hauled 2 pieces...
and they are printed with ONE PIECE manga characters.
hahaha...I'm loving them and I got 2 since I thought my brother would like one as well.
My Hauls....
Just so you know, each of these t-shirts comes with the complimentary sticker on the respective tags and any purchase above RM200 in a single receipt in-store, you'll be eligible to get a free ONE PIECE Tumbler like the following one...
and with our combined purchase of over RM400, we got two of this....sweet haha.
Can't wait for the "Pirates of the Caribbean" edition to be on sale!
and...thanks to a friend whos given me this ONE PIECE paper bag that she got from shopping atUNIQLO as well. I didn't have it since its practically out of stock ....=/
Nice!~ isn't it...!? =)
It felt pretty good to be buying something just then haha and its really bad I'd have to forego my Neo Genesis Magazine from Kino but I'll somehow try to grab the next volume... It has been a while since I have my hands on one. I'll wait patiently...
and this is supposed to be a short post afterall.
tired from shopping
tired from having to go round the bush, all thanks to someone LOL.
Everyone knows, weather turned bad and yes the temperature sprung up....and as far as I know, it was 34degree yesterday. I can tell it was pretty bad since people were grumbling on facebook and my feeds were pretty much about all and that. As for me, really, I was all sweaty the whole evening and had to bath 3 times but then I guessed it wasn't that bad then at night for I slept well through the next day.
and the next dreary thing I spotted... sky here turned rather hazy already and it made me wonder if Indon caught fire again over the day haha, how sad. So take care people, drink plenty of water and try to stay indoor as much because you won't know how vulnerable your body would be to the weather out there.
Take care.
Regarding my previous post, yes I see things get better - change in atmosphere and attitudes, though not at its best yet. I wouldn't rush into that, though its pretty sad that they're still not talking to each other. It'll take some time for the chemical to work its way out and I really hope it will. Please Please Please...
and not to mean anything, I find it hard to be literally surviving in KL. Things are very different here and the ways people carry out their daily routines, be it to make fit into the society or merely living their lives as a normal being. People in the big city like this one defines their own shopping behavior and its really a wonder that almost everything here is confined of brand where the consumers are really empowered and not to mention, highly demanding. Although I am not too petrified to be making comparisons, but I'm very much chagrined at the status and influence of high living standard here.
It just bogged me so much how people can speak of the durability of a product and see not the price that tags along. Okay we'll put the figures into play. How about RM4k for a bag... and not just any bag...a branded bag perhaps (any one that fits into your mind). Let me place my stand, a RM4k for a bag that probably lasts one for 5 years maybe? If you're rich and yes you can easily earn that over, and believe me for that 5 years time frame you could have also got yourself couples of other bags of different brands that only serve ONE purpose, god-knows-what. I don't think that is all worth it... and what else is there to say if you're just average salaryman... you pay your hard-earned money for something that reads brand and still find yourself struggling after all. What good does it do?
SO
If I'm ever that rich...
I'd rather hop on a lifelong trip over the world!! ....Yes I would =) but seriously, no offence !!!
Life gets bumpy once in awhile and I thought that should be pretty normal... until I realize some bumps are just rougher than the others. Let's just say, I am one who'd fail at handling situations - big time... things just get so out of hand.
First of all, I am terribly sorry...
I know how much it means to someone for me to express myself thorough and better, but yet I didn't do it. That happened not because I can't count on you but it happened because I hate to burden you and I didn't think its any serious to the extend where I'll need to worry you more. Really, it may have been the worst decision a friend could ever make but I know you'll always be there for me no matter what happens - and that alone is so much more comforting that anything could give and I love you for that.
and sorry... I've created the whole misunderstanding.
I'm probably not in the best position to be speaking but... God, please take away the guilt, the hatred and the miscontrue between my B. friends as it pains me to see thing ends this way. I have wonderful friends on both hands - bothworking so hard towards the friendship we've persevere thus far... I am just hoping to maintain it, if its not too much ask.
I didn't think I'd end up with aspirins night after nights, hah, then again, I'm helpless...
Dear God, if you've heard me, you will ease my pain and take away my discomfort, for I can't bear with every tinge of pricking sensation anymore as I try to sleep every night. I harnessed every strength I had today to be in the best condition and state of mind because I had to and yet at the end of the day, nothing seems to have changed. Please...
Somehow, I know I'll pull it through. bleaahh..
My days had been very demanding and besides the activities and the very incident that happened last week I still have tonnes of work to rush for, though I still am very glad and thankful that we're all still alive kicking. Thanks to the pinches of luck that we're blessed with...
ooh ooH about that, I've actually have my eyes on this beauty...
(well I dont think it has any connections with the previous stuff I've just mentioned but who cares XD)
This is somewhat very enchanting to me...
I'd really love to get this babe for birthday... but what the hell is with the price!! If only I have got a little more luck than that hah!! Wait for mummy sweetie.....=,)
On another note, well I think its time to spend some moments with my mum, not to mention its also Mother's day soon! Though we are not of those kind of a cheesy mother and daughter, however, considering our intimacy, we're pretty close. Our relationship is more than what mere words could express... and, Like all these years we celebrated together, its always with our dearest grandmother as well....=)
I probably had a few disturbing days recently. I don't mind having to burn the midnight oil rushing my tutes or assignments, I don't mind either to be slumbering on messenger just to have a great lengthy chat with friends ...but, I hadn't been able to express myself in the best and ended up having couple of bad nights all by myself and I can't sleep through the pain. I have always been wondering if I'm born just this way or something is totally not right inside of me. I just cant fucking tell things can I.... and hence why I'm filling in my dead blog.
Everything is coming back to me and like how an old film works... all those bits and pieces have been rolling in my head like a black and white screen. I can't swallow them down and live on like things never happened.
It was miserable on and off and whats with this fucking guilt filling inside in me. I known a person for not too long and we started things as enthusiastically any two would be when things started building and then it all started shattering when things went wrong and exactly at that point of time, I wished I've never got to know this person - ever.
I'm sorry... so sorry.
It was equally hard for me to put it down and let it go... I promise things will be done with soon.
There it is - the soothing days and the two weeks worth of losing-grip-of-myself. Should have been more productive actually, but couldn't help to sense all those reposing vibes. It was awesome! =)
Being in the final semester, I am so hoping that the lecturers and my supervisor/advisor can be more than tolerant and less of a rigid pedagogue to our imminent, unprecedented behaviour. I can't really tell whats coming but this is what life is about and for every stretch of time, there is always a moment of truth. So about 17 years of education has brought me to this point - can I redeem myself somehow? I'm giving it all - a coup de grace effort. Why is it that I am still lacking of motivation? Diminishing self esteem... and lost.
Speaking of that, lets give credits to my dear compatriots. They've been the joy in my life and these people kept me going by riling up healthy competitions in the class. Looking back at those tonnes of times we had so much fun together actually brings back memories. Friends come and leave but buddies like them... they always click and cling! We're like sort of telepathically attached to each other most of the time, so much so, we are basically seeing through one another.
It has been very bumpy, hasn't it?
Once, we overthrew educator who seem to make senseless teaching in the class - we took turns doing weekly tutorial questions for the other to "reproduce" - having our own extra time out when we spot a broken record in the class - started calling names among ourselves, ok ....cute nicknames maybe - started a cultural society in the group to opposed crudity when we speak (it totally failed lol) - enjoy desert more than any other! - organize unanticipated trips which failed most of the time but we still loved them - gossiping is still the best-practiced hobby around .... !! God knows what you people are made of ....
Hmm...
I guess I really hate composing lengthy post...that I have to end it here. Sorry for the abrupt ending but gaahh its kinda late already.
Also, please continue to lend a helping hand to Japan in whatever method seemed convenient to you. Last but not least, I hope everyone had fun during Earth Hour - tell me you did your part!!!-
I've been really down these few days and having to watch those horrific footages from the news almost every night, it was really heart wrenching. Look, I dont know it this planet is at its limit or anything but all I know is if there bound to be a natural disaster happening, it will happen eventually and it will do without blinking its eyes. Scary as it sounded to be, but it seem that mother nature has got the upperhand now, which apparently furnished it the ability to strike so.
This time...the earthquake, tsunami, nuclear crisis...its uncannily fatal. Death toll has been practically rising every hour and all, but there's nothing we can do but to watch and dawned upon whats happened. Now, Japan had just experienced an epiphany, major reflection that is about to change how this whole world is going to look like years down the road..and we have no idea how much more damage is forthcoming.
I personally have no idea how true it is the conjecture about this planet - like you know, the 2012, 21st December. Then again, if thats going to happen, then it is going to happen and we should...we should be terrified.
For now, I have really seen and heard enough. I have my twitter updates from so many reliable sources, the newspapers and news footages on television. So eery and inexplicably shocking at times.
So, maybe for once (if its your first time), from the bottom of our hearts, we should put our hands together and all pray for the safety, wellness and strength for all the victims. It totally amazed me of how the Japanese handled the situation, you know. In fact, I was so impressed to see that they are being so mega co-operative and well behaved even when all of that that has happened. Even for a country accustomed to such catastrophe, they have been so much tougher that I'd imagine they'd be. The government had been very efficient as well... good to know that.
Well, imagined if it were to happen in Malaysia, we'd probably screwed up.
You see I've been very keen on the updates on whatever is going on Japan partly because there was a period of time, my life depended so much on them, my brother told me so too. When it happened, there were rumours that the author of the one piece manga is dead (lolx) and its not true of course, there were also other authors of mangas who have been claimed to have been swept away as well - those of which have not been legitimately confirmed. Then, we saw the legendary life-sized Gundam statue that has been hit and its now destroyed (heartbroken). Many of the Jrock concerts are put on hold...probably is going to take some time till they finally get down to a new settings...and bla bla bla.
Alright, none of that matter anymore.
Let's just hope for the best for Japan and everyone.
This is a some sort of sneak peak to what I am supplied every day every every day through twitter. I'd love to share if anyone of you are interested...=)
So...its really complicated now. I mean I dont know what I'm gonna do and what I really want to do. Thats what life really is anyway, and somehow it really fascinates me with the decisions I'd end up with. Can't believe it myself.
Well, yeah holiday has already started and I know how precious it is for almost all of us. Not sure if anyone already partied over it, but as far as I'm concerned, I haven't, or rather I did party - with at least some entertaining English series. Of course, it hasn't taken me anywhere yet...not when I'm still troubled with the leftovers to deal with -yes yes, as much as I hate to say it, its my project.
Living life sometimes can be so miserable no? its as if we're living a character we're not.
uhmm ....I guess I get a little way sentimental again. opssies.
So, we're almost done with Semester 1 of 3rd Year. Let's get this over with !!!
Yea, in like about 5 more months or so, we'll all be graduating...
What is it like after graduation..??
...so for now, its basically all about accumulating brain juices...for as long as a week!! and A Week only. Trust me, this semester was all devastating to begin with and now all that we can hope for is a good ending to it. We're either going to do it well or trash the whole examinations!
I'm sure I stated it pretty well.
Can I even work off limit?
*sigh*
I had a blunt conversation with a cousin another day and he was saying, " hey, what if the world ends in 2012?".
I was so upset by it then and said, " hurrrr, I lived for 22 years......and THAT IT?!?"
That was a very abrupt answer in my head then. lolx
Seeing things around me made me realized that I have not attain enough fulfillments in life and probably never once tried exerting myself to the extent where I can reap total satisfaction from. Life is short and brief....but that is not how I wanted to end it. If we can make the most out of our every day life, then there won't be one day that we'll live in regret.
How unfortunately, we see things in another perspective and all we're aware of are how trivial things get to be. Are we loved? Do we love?
When it all should ends, do these things weigh anything more than a dust....??
I can't be sure but we are living in a cold and ravenous world and somehow, we may even lose sight of the gleaming hope in midst of living.
But let's not lose it ...
ぼくは愛していた
Its a wonder how music has spurred my motivation and given me strong drive to move on - and as of now, I will be giving it all for my finals.
Happy New Year, Folks!!~ Yes we've hopped into the Year of Rabbit.
Wishing everyone Good Health and Prosperity!
I had great times with all my relatives and friends, really, and at least I tried to make the most out of the extremely short festive holiday. This is probably the most uneasy Chinese New Year that I've ever been through. Don't mind me...but I wasn't fully absorbed into the mood and worst of all, there is the investigation report that I had to finish before the Holiday ends (which spoils all the atmosphere!) ARSE!!!
I'm glad everything stays same, the tradition - the reunion - the faces - the warmth but not the diminishing amount of ang pows though. ;D (just jokin!) afterall its not how much money we receive during the festive, rather, its how long we get to be with each other. Look !!! CNY had just breezed through like nothing has ever happened!
I mean, I don't cook myself and usually would end to turn a blind eye to stuff like this because I always thought nobody would care, neither would I. Now that I've gotten a little health-conscious, I guess its time to take it more seriously.
So for dinner... this is what I had =D
The best Garden Salad!!
The best Cherry Tomatoes..!! They ooze the best juice ever lolx.
...and I got this as an extra. Love them to bits. Gonna have them some time tomorrow though. =D
Hmm, I should get Caesar Salad next, for a change!!!
After 3 weeks' long of continuous work drives and brain-cracking moments, today marks the glorious day of all. lolx. At least, I'm through with the few most baffling assignments and trust me, its really strenuous to live up to the "God-like" kind of expectations and worst, to burn the mid night oils almost every day.
Now, I'm not at all a committed person to begin with, much less devoted to assignments. At time like this, my mother really does give up on me and ever mention that I am the species that exist to procrastinate. I didn't take it too hard but she may be true. =) Somehow, it has evidently been proven that my productivity level is at its highest when stress comes haunting. Although, I wouldn't guarantee the same level of quality but this is just how I work.........after proficiently working out on my schedule ahead of time just so I won't screw my work up then - time management it is. It's always the hardest to impose the starting point. It is just like the old saying, "when there is a will there is a way". I strongly believe so.
Anyway, there goes all 4 assignments in a week and 2 left. There is just this sensational rush in within which comes after the fulfillment of obligations.
What a joy~
It's weekend soon and Happy Thaipusam to those who celebrate the festive.
People nowadays are way too complex. They pour in too much of feelings and turn paranoia and uptight - much fragile to unintentional judgement. I, personally have low tolerance for such individuals. However, I wouldn't label them as immature, which has no whatsoever relation to my topic, rather...they are the cause to the act of stupidity.
How many times in your life do you find yourself trying immeasurably to explain yourself to a person who is NO freaking way, living in the same planet as you! They get upset so easily over silly statements and communicating with them is practically pointless that any further contact will cause you dehydration in the body and worst - deprivation of oxygen. Just so you see.
I am not saying that it is wrong to be defensive at times. However, over-defensive is aggravating and that is how stupidity comes about... and believe me that the next thing you witness may just be another suicidal case.
Please, think and act humanely...
well, at least human like me reap satisfaction from mere cheesecakes. ;)
I recently received a reply from my Aunt in Shanghai after initiating an email regarding my progress at Uni thus far...
Ever since daddy left us about a year ago, his elder brother/my uncle decided to bear the responsibility as a financial support to my family, crucially yet to us, who are still struggling in the higher institutions. We are ever so grateful that both of them have been unceasingly caring for us and supporting us so much in replace of my dad. As they are prepared to plough money into our future, they've given my brother and I better options choose from.
...yes, as I was talking about the email I received...
This is the exact cropped content from the mail and which is a congratulatory mail from my Aunt in reply to my email that has the Academic Report attached.
and..My concern now would be - am I to live up to their expectations?
In fact, I'm rather crossed now knowing that if I were to go any further than where I am now, I could be very much indebted to them and no one knows where these all will take me to. I didn't want to sound mean, but I really shouldn't be taking advantage of their graciousness and generosity so much.
but if it all should happen, I could be flying off end of the year...!
If only daddy's around...
This is really troubling but at the moment, I couldn't be much bothered about it just yet. Final Year has been excruciating so far, and I wonder how is it going to be like few more months down the road. Guess its not so exciting after all........ I have better yet learn to cope with it before its too late.
I need my soulmate.
It has been 5 years and every time I talk about him...
it's like knowing someone new and I gets flustered all the way.
I knew he is the one who would listen to me, who would understand me most.
"You're the one who can make me feel comfortable at all time."
Maybe taking all is a little contempting, Giving is a virtue too.
you may roughly understand that my current hair is in a total mess. True, they're pretty much destroyed and oh hmm, I seriously have NO idea on how I should work on it. I'd most likely leave it the way it is right now and we'll see what I can do as they grow. lolx. Almost certain that I will chop most of them off. kkk. *distressed*
Anyway, my two-week's break is quickly coming to an end and I can't be sure that I've been productive within the time. As far as assignments are concern, I am never too keen and even this time I couldn't really cope well. I was seen starring blankly at my laptop screen all the time while searching for whatever it is that I was searching for and HELL that was torture!! Uhh, at least you could congratulate me though that I still had both my eyes wide open then.
You see, I could barely stay up late at night for further commitment(lol) as my physical condition is getting worse each day. No, no I'm not sick - it's just that when I happened to come down with flu, I am less spiritually conscious, thus I get sleepy way ahead of my sleeping time. Fortunately for me, this doesn't happen all the time.
I hope everyone else is doing good though. Can't wait to see them all!
Penang trip must have been so much fun~ Grrrurrr!!
While I finding time for myself, here's what I found. Pretty interesting Vlog she's got there and in case you wonder why is she speaking that way, youtube - Peter Chao. ;)
OR
if watching this vlog makes you feel itchy, hop HERE ~
Who knows....
lalalalala....
Now, now, I better make time for some cheesecake session this weekend. =D
...these drastic changes of weathers are sure sinful. I'm exposed to many of those who have fell sick. Even Bryan (one of the twin babies) are suspected to be infected with rotavirus - My heart sores looking at him feeling so feeble and no more of his unwavering lively smiles. Hopefully the medicines cure him in no time! I'm strong, no worries - I drink lots and lots of water thats definite and eat plenty of fruits almost everyday, you people should too!
...and to my darling coursemates, Please do not over-exert yourselves !!! you people are creepy and sure freaks me out sometimes =___=;; We'll all do well this term and ALL GRADUATE for good ^^ !! You have my words.
I've always wondered why at this point of my age, people tend to question my availability so much as if I'm such a bother to others being single. They may meant well but what's with the response like - " I DONT believe that...!!" =_= am I so pitiful anyway?
I've an individual whom I like and admire and that is about it !! ...
it's not an unrequited love so drop that thought !!
Thing like this is probably out of my control and I think I'm totally fine with how I brought myself about so far. So you know, I never like to be clung on, not ever a clingy type of person. This is life... my life, at least.
Personally, I don't dissent people who are in love or heads over heels over someone, its just that I'm not like that? maybe not now??
When life takes on a fast-ride – breath and take it slow for all the goodness around will be missed if you take one step too big or few steps too hasty.
