What really matters

(...in the midst of squeezing her brain juice but couldn't take it no longer...)


Well, I was thinking to spare myself some minutes before getting back on track to where I was. Staying focus is ridiculously intolerable, could be impossible too (especially that I compel myself to read articles from the laptop screen for the past 45minutes). Now, putting my mind&soul in this isn't an issue, but knowing that the articles that I've read are irrelevant IS!

Anyway, during the first lecture early in the morning, I was barely able to stay awake but still pulled it through that freaking one-hour long torture to the end. The lecturer was great but I think I might have been too hyped the day before, which is why I had a really late night. [cause + effect, you see] Plus plus plus, I've been traveling the whole day! bus-lrt-walk... *worn-out* So now, to do myself a favour this time, I'll have to turn in for an early night after my tutorial has been completed.

# Oh... who do I need to send my work to?#

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I wonder if people cherish relationships they have with the others regardless of societal statuses, race, beliefs or even educational levels. The bond between 2 or more individuals are very subjected to changes, nonetheless resulting much insecurity among them. Relationship does not form a cycle, it has an introduction followed by ups and downs but definitely does not come to an end. Rome was not built in a day, however, demolishing can. What I've been wanting to put on here is that I don't see the need to shatter the chemistry between people (just so of some rumours/misunderstandings/conflicts that may occur) after months or even years of getting to know each other, is there?

Reconcile, people. It is a mental torture to hate and to hold grudges and worst to pretend like you've never had a friend. I've seen much, experienced some, hence I'm aware and I'm sharing.

Different people have different views and thoughts and chances of disputes are high but always give it a chance, because you'll never know what comes after that unless respect and love come in to play. Life is full of surprises.

No offense!


So, I've been tweet-ing alot these days and am starting to get really addicted to it. GRAAH!! It's not so pointless at all. In case anyone of you signed up for one, remember to follow me and I'll do the same in return!

¿ʎɐs noʎ op ʇɐɥʍ ¡ooʇ unɟ ǝq uɐɔ uʍop ǝpısdn ƃuı-ʇǝǝʍʇ ǝqʎɐɯ
dx ˙suıɐɹq uɐɯnɥ ɥsɐɹɔ ʇsnɾ ʇɥƃıɯ ı 'ǝqʎɐɯ uıƃƃoןq ʇou
¡ǝʌıʇɔıppɐ


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I stumbled upon a really interesting video just now as I was looking through at LipXin's Profile.



Watch IT for the sake of entertainment. =D ~

and...wt* I took more than 15 mins just to blog. CRAPPY line as always.


OYASUMI !! have a great day ahead.
Gotta go back on track, remember? ^^

What is our TNB thinking?

NOTE**: The news from the source below appears to be a written PARODY! There's no visible evidence found on NST otherwise other local news channel that attested the genuinity. Whoever the evildoer is... I feel sorry for you. So CHeer, TNB isn't so evil after all =)

WHAT CAN NOT BE MORE IMPORTANT THAT YOUR FILTHY MONEY!

APOLOGY!
APOLOGY!!
APOLOGY!!!

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(Please disregard the following...)
I feel that people like you, who at the very least do care about our Mother Earth, spare some minutes, enlarge the above image and READ. The fact is I'm not trying to be unpleasant here but I couldn't stop myself from manifesting my dismay to this piece of news. Here I am, pening my five cents worth of thought in opposing their inconsiderate action.

This, somehow, shouldn't be very surprising for Malaysians, with our government current state, they could be hiding something fishy up their sleeves and up for more disbeliefments. Now, for GOD SAKE - this is A GLOBAL AWARENESS CAMPAIGN and even if this energy supplier couldn't be more friendly to foster the event, they shouldn't even have resorted to sueing the authority. I'm feeling pretty ashamed that this is even happening.

Hmph, I'm sure that I'm speaking clearly for myself, hence now my dear blog-readers, show your concern to the world and to this very matter. Return me some feedbacks.

Shall be very much appreciated.

-NIGHT-

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#UPDATED# AS OF 26th MARCH @ 11.25AM

Source of NEWS:CLICK

Great STUFF

OOOOooooooouuUhH..
I mad love MAMAK!!
The aneh really cooks well I guess.

also... for some reason, I'm back in love with Maggie

Nyom nyom nyom...~

Somehow I feel stalking mamak helps alot in saving money ( at least I dont stalk some 5 stars restaurants ) and I can stay as long as I like. kehehehe... Don't get me wrong, I dont really order Maggie that much - its really unhealthy if taken over a period- I just drink and chit-chat away most of the time.

It has been some time I last blasted my blog with great song eh?

But well, I am kind enough to my readers, whoever that shall be, because I am well aware that some have total dislike for my fav Jrock band.


Therefore, I've customized the player itself as such that it won't play unless clicked. So, feel free to play it however you like. I dont tolerate any form of criticisms though ^^;;

Today has been a really bad day. You know why?
I lost my mechanical pencil - a very very old purplish shaker-

It has been with me for at least 7 years I believe!

Never knew something like this could happen

So if anyone of you found something like I've described, kindly return it to me.
Even though I know its barely possible... damn...

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So I see that many of my friends knew I've been to Putrajaya for the Hot Air Balloon Fiesta. Probably thanks to the power of publicity from Facebook. So I thought I could do some photo-filtering and update my blog with a few of them.

Unfortunately, this stupidok Blogger doesn't seem to upload my pictures properly and hence, I am resorted to Photobucket.

Oh this Darth Vader took the limelight at the moment it took off. I mean seriously, come on, who the hell would expect this big headed fella would come out of nowhere other than from the movie StarWARS!

Sorry if its a little too eyesoring, too big or whatsoever thingy=.=..... These few for-godsaken photos took me real~ly long to upload, and I'm sick trying to edit any more further. Well, help yourselves with the pictures and comment about them ^^

Yes, I didn't get to go on any one of them...
Reason? The people there are sickos. When I said Sickos I really mean IT. Look, I think 300 of them actually camped out at the site a day before and which is why SOME TIME BEFORE 6AM the tickets were all SOLD OUT.

I didn't mean to be really harsh here, but I was so frantically looking-forward to go on it.
That was pretty disappointing but however, being there is just so fun and so breath-taking as well. ~cool~

We'll see till coming 3rd Hot Air Balloon Fiesta.
I'll DEFINITELY camp there =___=!!!!!
Freaking tickets!

What do you see in me?

糟糕了，无缘无故明早要6点钟爬起来！

就为了哪粒日气球。真是的啦~

我能起得来吗？哎哟！

~yippie~

worked for like 4 hours+ today ( I think?)

I still prefer calling to data entry. You have no idea how "BOINK" boring data entry can be. I was stupid enough not have my mp3 on the other time ~.~ geeez and I've got weird people answering my calls =]

pfftt... I wanted so much a better outcome than this.

Guess there's nothing else I can blame upon but myself.

An unworthy person will deserve an unworthy consequence naturally.

Will I be given one more chance? Don't crash my dream.

Sometimes life is way too real too concrete. There are times when we (or rather me) would want take things easy and go slow for abit and times I can be so loosened up that I am lost with things that I started with. It happens now and then and I'm not that surprise at all to how bemused I can be all the time, but as I wake up in the minefield, it's all back to the real world again. Consequently, when time outruns me, I start losing count of my breaths.

... maybe, I'm stil not up there yet, after all I'm still a young adult. A girl with a not-so-sophisticated mind I reckon？

or maybe, these are just all stupid excuses because I'm just too weak and am merely finding faults in stuff when the whole world seems to be against myself. Pathetic.

我无所谓，但是，做人明明就是还可以做得更好。

我也太无所谓了吧？

I want inspiration because I dont want to lose hope.

....

Out of the blue, a friend of mine told me that she's getting married. At her age where she's just 6 months older than me, she must have gone through the same and to think that she has to come to a point to make crucial decisions, it must have caused distraught.

I will always be there for you my friend. =)

With time, you will see that it is very common to see emo posts up on my blog.

Lolx its a blog space, what do you expect!

(Freaking 6AM tomorrow!)

THE HOT AIR BALLOON FIESTA

Uber exhausted...

with the dopey timetable, I cant help feeling sorry for myself.
I sorted out the group that I am in and fyi I've successfully transferred to group One. I seriously need to be in that group because;
1. It'll be much more convenient for me to take bus home to Malacca. (Fri/Wed)
2. There won't be too long a break on EVERY Monday.
3. I somehow still feel uncomfortable with either group's timetable.....
okay, you know what I mean.

Today's the worst day of my life...I shouldn't have gone to see her.
What harsh and evil words that pierced through me like a sharpened dagger.
Why does it have to be this way, damn papers!
I hope things like this wont happen twice like deja vu..forgive me, I could have done better

I promised not to cry. So, yes nanto ganbatte masu ikimasho!

Anyway, I still find time to help around in the student service department. hak hak... does that make myself sound like an ergophile?... but no I hardly have time to earn enough. Soon, maybe this coming Friday... calling?


RIGHT!
Is there anyone who's willing to date me out, this coming fine weekends?

To the Hot Air Balloon Fiesta of course! @ Putrajaya~
I'm craving to goo...~HELL!!!

I can sense adventure and excitement from this event. I did seriously consider of going. =)
Join me there. Bahahaha......

ON THIS!! I like Eggy!

Hopefully, I'm able to get onboard like 8am for a splendid morning flight...on an egg.
What do you say?

Ahhh~
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Also, on the other hand, I had a great dinner with my dear housemates today
... kangkung, herbal soup, egg, beeeef.... with fresh orange+lemon juice....

gya~ there were some leftovers though. Too much for 3 ladies I guessed.
I'm pretty contented today =) Thankful for the food, for the word and for every deed done to me.

(money money, why wont you stay with me?)

March 15

MP3 not available anymore.

Class's commencing on the comin Monday and you can bet that I'm smelling anxiety!
Besides, I might be able to earn some bucks too if it all turns out well. Thanks to Lipxin thou for informing me of the opportunity!!

It's going to be a great start!!
I wonder what lies ahead but with the *ucked up timetable, I got pretty worried...really. On top of that the same old arrangement as before appeared. Well, I couldn't and wouldnt want to comment too much on the timetable anyway. It happens all the time. *Disappointed*

However, I'll be looking forward to all the fun and good times at college + this year's PROM, I supposed??! =D

Nevertheless, more Hardwork, more Effort, more Determination. It's like another half a year before my FYP. I can only expect alot more workloads + pressure - Time. Smile huei...just smile...

...and AGAIN, 6 new subjects awaits me.
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and HEYYY Dear ol' Johny Depp is hitting all big screens!!!
What are ya waiting for?? Get your asses there outta here!!

Well, its the Alice in the Wonderland of course!
uhm... my favourite character?
The Mad Hatter of course! =X and nothing but the Mad Hatter~

I like this movie but really, this movie is lacking lots of actions and I was expecting more fantasy-like characters. But I still LIKE IT!! Merit to Depp brother !

...and what a weird but gorgeous White Queen they have there. >0< So, the war between the Poker Cards and the Chess Pawns begins...(lolx)
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Congratulations di di on your fantastic SPM result. *muah*

Movie

~ oh no... its been postponed...
~ I hope tho that Vincent is alright.
Well, we always have another Friday, don't we?

Its Wednesday today and we went to shop for the whole afternoon. I mean my brother, cousin Evelyn and myself. Early this morning, we visited grandma and decided to bring her out for our morning-shopping at Tesco, after all its been days that we skipped having lunch at her place. We all had fun together somehow. =]

So this late afternoon, we watched "Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief". I'd rate it 4 stars fyi. This movie sure reminds me alot of Warcraft, surprisingly. They have Zeus, Medusa, Centaur and bla (some old Greek nemesis) and oh, Demi-Gods. I fancy how the plot gets stirred along the movie. You know...when the lead (Percy Jackson of course) enters lair by lair and found that he was somehow beguiled in their weird forces and eventually obtained all 3 pearls.

Now now... Poseidon is the Earth-Shaker??! Holy... (if you look up in Wiki) Another hero from Dota. Holie....

I know this movie isn't something new but its still not too late to catch it on the big screen. It sure worth the RM6, for me. Wednesday remember? =]

Today, I made the toughest decision of the year, at least for now. I dont know if it is right or wrong but I made a choice of my own. A choice that may not make a big difference in my life but again, it is a matter of my conscience =___=;; Maan, life is hard isn't it.

If only everything ends in 皆大欢喜. Is this even correct?

Nothing matters now.
I'm really done for today...ahh the bed.

Goodnight.

It has to end soon

aa~ I just filled up my stomach awhile ago at a nearby foodcourt.
面粉糕噢！

Everything went as smoothly for the week and I can't be more grateful that this. My driving knack improved by far! hoh hoh hoh and my brother is doing well too. Looking at the traffic condition in our area these days, we've really done a great job on the road.

My sem break will soon come to an end, just like that, just like THAT.
How brief, how empty... but I'm glad, I'm glad that I'll soon be back to my normal routine, a more dynamic life than this!! ( aaa! bbQ~ )


说真的，有时候我总觉得我自己的健康不是很好，但却没那个勇气出做检查。我已经少了很多因为健康而别的亲戚，自然的也会犹豫否自己的健康也有问题。妈妈告诉我说我必须要去验血了， 我却一天又一天的拖下去。想起来都很烦！真不应该。 加上天气一天比一天的差，我该怎么办？

I just had fresh orange juice. Blessed are those with fruit juices every day! =)

Life is but a dream?
ever heard of the rhyme? Its true.

我介绍大家看一部偶像据：下一站，幸福！
小小宾真的很可爱！

Goodnight~ !!

Pictures Update

Weeeeee~~

It's alot of fun I tell ya!

Have fun browsing the following pictures!

THE END!!!!!