It has been well over a month since I was last seen as a student, and surprisingly I am not that excited at all. Time has passed so fast, so fast that I am left to weigh in the mind of thoroughness what is set forth for me. To be honest, I am left buoying on the surface of the vast sea not knowing what to do or where to go (at least for the moment), which is pretty frustrating. I don't want to make it an option.
... so I guess it would be for sometime before I am put to work or at use.
Things are starting to take form around me, indicating that life is implicating on my decisions. Its not easy to be 22 - you make the verdict that you are accountable for and you know you won't want to pass the wrong judgement. At the same time, you know that things will not always work out the way you want it to be. I know I'm not yet up for the take. It's intense but that is the challenge that you'll come across in life. So grow up and embrace it.
Everyone is bidding farewell - but its not the end yet.
I hate to say this but I'm going back to college soon..urgh..! SYS ~~