Shouping deh~

~ 说再见 才发现再也见不到 ~ 能不能就这样忍着痛淚不掉 ~

~ 说好陪我到老 ~ 永恒往哪里找 ~

~ 再次拥抱 一分一秒都好 ~

Enjoyed my shopping-spree today after so long :) Total satisfaction.

The next thing I may end up doing is chopping off my hair for good.

Still considering though.

I hope it doesn't take long.

*yawn*

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Love my new sweater to max!!

bought it for only RM12.

I missed you daddy.

Are you doing great?

:)

Swung - over

不知道自己有能撑多少，拼多久。

今天却又下雨了。。。

这场雨提醒了我 是时候把一切都放下了,

并且也告诉我，下了雨后，还是会天晴，

层层云锦把天空点缀得更美丽。

这地球是不会为我一个人而暂停的。

僕は本当に疲れているよ！本当は大惨事を感じます.

あなたは他のすべてが崩壊しているように思われるとき私にあなたの肩を貸してくれるためにそこに行くでしょうか？

It's been a tough week. This weekend break is not making me feel any better. To make thing worse, it started to rain when I least expect it to. I have nothing against rainy season, though, it always brings out the ugly side of me. Not to mention, bad hair day persistently falls on rainy day too!

Okay ...

it's not like some Volcano erupted in Malaysia, somehow I just don't feel right.

I don't think I'm in the right state to blog either.

Probably just venting my uneasiness.

I missed you.

.約束.

16/11

Hey ho Hi n Lo~

Yesterday was pretty much just like that...it's a pity really and I wished the day could be longer. Watching people grow is parts and parcels of life and I think it is good to see changes in some ways after a while :) Over the time, I feel the barriers are slowly building up and I don't know if its just me but things like these... I thought it is just inevitable. Though I don't think we have anything personal coming in between of course.

Glad we've meet up anyway... :D

O' I'm very much anticipating the erm pictures ^.^;; At least that when I know words can no longer work any better, looking at the pictures still exude so much friendship and self-reflection, no? After all, I don't think there're much chances that we will still be seeing each other so much at college. Xox

Whether or not this is happening...

I'd look forward to more hangouts? ;)

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Boy, everything I consumed yesterday totally killed my throat. It's hurting me so much!! lolx, I was out of control I guessed. I'm compensating with lots and lots of water today. Hope it helps and Dequadin........!!

You know what...

I found what I lost. *happy!!*

It's a '09 birthday gift from a friend actually, which was really simple but ever so meaningful. Unfortunately at a point of a time I may have accidentally deleted it from my laptop. Somehow, I got the back up one from him. haha how lucky >.<;;

HERE it is :D

I got quite emotional listening to this, but it was one of the most memorable one.

P/s: Please pause the player at the bottom anytime when u feel like playing this.

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OOOoops 15 miss calls from home..

Ciaoz.

Monday not too Blue

The planes around have been flying low often times just before sun sets and I could hear them them jetting away. Sometimes I do like the sound from the city :)

I'm well over quarantine now though coughing has been a bother since last week. Eventually, with the serious choking from throat over days, I can barely speak clearly much to my dismay. Basically, I'm watching closely over the food that I'm taking though yes its so much of a pain in the ass. bleaaah~~

Oh, I've met Ms Chang early this morning... I guess we very much broke the ice and the whole clinic went on for less than half an hour. She's nice and thoughtful and hopefully, with her ample free times from her timetable, hunting her down in the future won't be my huge concern. No I'm not someone who's fussy over the arrangement of supervisors, also, not to mention she's extremely new to our institution and of course myself. Naturally, I'd give time for chemicals to work out.

She looks pretty helpful tho xD.

Yeaaa, Thursday sounds like a perfect time to date her no? ;)

*oh yea, generally, the whole supervisor clinic thingy today was so screwed?? I have totally no idea what went wrong. Some good bunch of supervisors just didn't turn up at all?? Bless me, thank god, mine was there earliest :D.

To the next batch of mates who have yet to attend the clinic, just make sure you people make an early arrangement personally with your respective supervisors before things turn ugly for the day*

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So, unknowingly after the meeting, I went off to Timesquare with Mr Ho and Mr Lemon for lunch and long hours of window shopping hahahaha. So fun la hanging out with crazy people some times, although I was a little bit tiny winy bored in between times >.<

>lemon : 20 teh tarik la...+ 2 bubble milk teas, gao mou? soli boy.

>lipxin : you can definitely have your lollipops back soon....asap!!

*sigh* I have too many unsettled debts with friends. lolx how annoying.

They just keep adding on!!!

i've lost something i really love.

has it gone missing for good now?

i need it, i really do... irreplaceable.

i am sorry.

New blingsss~

I havent been feeling really well since last week and I thought I'd end up admitted to the hospital again. Thank god that didnt happen, else you know, I might just cry myself a river T_T . Even so, my taste buds are still failing me ... On the journey to full recovery yooo!! Thanks to Cool Fever and Dequadin and probably a few doses of cough syrup (slaps forehead!)

Okay so what's up?

Recently, our supervisors for FYP have been assigned. I havent met my supervisor so far and I am clueless at all how she will be like. Despite that, I do have a feeling this will be a good start :D. Let us all hope for the best for what shall come forth.

Hopefully Monday's clinic turns out well... *scare*

Anyway, the supervisor clinic timetable has been arranged for certain students (include myself) only and for those who are eager to know but did not receive anything from APIIT... (it happens...)

here u go --> >>>> Download here! <<<<<<

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Apart from that, back to Jrock-fever, endoh-sama had had new updates on the boys ;). I'm sure I've mentioned of "PLEDGE" and as I'm here typing, this excitement is already burning all over me ;DD...

I've always trusted on their quality, like really. S0000 (drum rolls...)

Here we have the original sample of the Preview ~

The Gazette Winter Ballad - PLEDGE.

It's awfully rare to find such good deal out there at the moment as their single has not been officially released thus in December 15th. *claps* I'm anticipating alot ... as usual wee-hoo wee-hoo...~

Hope to get more update from Ruki's tweet, himself. Yes he himself.
kyyyaaa~~....!!!

=D

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Ajisen Ramen isn't so good after all, I personally think.

Looking forward to Next Week.

See you people at the AIDS/HIV Day Campaign @ SgWang! (am I right?)

The White-flag

It's been almost two years now.

Sometimes, it occurred that our lives are so tainted with harrowing sins and nonetheless the irreversible mistakes that had happened. It cannot be removed, cannot be transferred...worst of all, it cannot be forgotten.

At least, I don't think I could.

Somehow, I've got used to it and I thought, I though I'm actually coping well throwing aside these agonies. When the reality hit me, right away, I'm all beaten again. I really don't care neither do I mind living with this but little did I know, its taken toll on my mental health once again.

To put it simply, I'm very vulnerable to nervousness and slowly find myself short of breaths. This never happen so frequently, but it is slowly taking me to my limit. I realized its no used living in mendacity nor to dwell in the past. But I find there's no way to disentangle myself and find a distinctive clear line between the past and present.

Eventually, I have to live with everything coming back haunting at me once again.

私はあなたからの強度を必要とする

あなたの愛で私を癒す

...but anyway, these made me see things much more clearer than ever before. If it cannot be altered, then it has to go on the way it is.

I'm so thrilled with the my new edition of Arena 37 !! So I'm gonna share little-little bit of insights....=)

Of course, posters are available as well but I'm not sharing...heh heh, still trying to figure out where to stick them on... hmm

Actually got these some time back, but eventually I find it worth the post-it-up chance. So there it is. I couldn't really share everything but then, is better than nothing ha ha ha ha..... YAY, Jrock.....PEACE!

My eyebrow is in a mess?

Yep, it's going into week 3 already. Things are starting to catch up one by one and we're still taking them in slowly, gladly. There are still ample time of course to slack off abit here and there and since time permitted and before I know it, I was in MPH once again ;D. Just so you know, I am not such an avid reader and somehow, I like the smell of books.

There're really interesting books that grabbed my attention and like few that I've owned, I still prefer books by Stephen Hawking. I find him a wonderful science-fiction writer and probably one of the best-known physicists of our day. At many points while reading his books, I still find myself struggling to grasp his philosophies on the metamorphosis of the universe, absolutely intriguing.

Despite of his impaired lifestyle, he's been devoting almost all of his life time researching on numerous studies. Naturally, it struck me that I'm actually at a far better condition than his to be achieving things that he had had.

Anyway, I was supposed to hunt for some reading materials intended for my research but I guess being there was just too overwhelming that I got drifted away easily. I'd love to go there again, alone.

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I'm feeling exhausted these days. I don't mean physically exhausted - mentally. Something's straining off my thoughts and I'm prone to lose my focus in the blink of an eye. Isn't this frustrating at all?! especially when I tend to get into deep thoughts.

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AR~!!

I'd love to go watch movie. UHhhhm.... anyone?

Great! It's November now after all. Singapore anyone?? :D awww miss my darlings!