Hmm, I don't exactly know what happened 53 years ago (like in real detail), I don't even like History to begin with. However, I do know its a public holiday today! So cheerS!! =D
Anyway, today is no different from other days since my holiday started one and a half months back. Yep... the pulse line is stagnant...
...except that, I had great times playing with my twin-nephews today. They're Bryan and Ryan. It's been a while since my last visit and they've grown so much. The babies are so adorable I wished they'd stay the same forever!
Since Mum's free from work today, we brought Grandma along to the twin's place as well - and oh She's like the happiest woman on earth carrying her great grandchildren! That was beautiful aha...
I realized that I differ from many of pals, in various ways. It's not like I have one thing in particular that I hate to be different from others but there's something to learn from this - that is people always flock to the preponderance of numbers.
Sometimes, you just need be brave to step out and be who you really are.
Time is flying, my dear.
...hence, no more to lament...
He who trims himself to suit everyone
will soon whittle himself away.
- Raymond Hull-
Dare to bloom your very own brand of Flower.
Which is why its rare.
Miyavi [Selfish Love lyric extract]:
Selfish love Love me, cause I love you This is my way of love.
I will for me, you will for you* And I'll be me, and you be you.
It's always so emotional listening to the Gazette.
Such an unutterable beautiful song - Red.
Not to mention, they DO match with the Gorgeous attire/suit they're wearing like always - so Glamrock. That's one love for them!
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...today, I should deserve a good pat on my shoulder. Why?because of a job well done~ =)
Not too shabby huh, I wished there could be this rush in me again when I'm dealing with college work though. HA.
Looking out of this floor-to-ceiling window did really make me feel so tiny. The traffic out here is mildly smooth, despite the approaching Raya. Now it makes me wonder how would it be like in KL at the moment. Its sad knowing that my friends will not make it here anymore because of their tight work schedule.
Looking at the bright side, I'm going back there real soon, ain't I?
I missed the bookfest
I missed Matta Fair
I missed many many yamcha/hangout sessions.
haha so many discontentments when I'm at the best comfort back home.
We never learn, but that's how life goes about.
Wanting more and never will have enough!
My love for Cappucino Cheese is thi |----------------------------------------------------------| s much....teehee. A little slake to my craving.
...suffering from severe pms cramp today. It's terrible~
...but for dinner today, we had mummy's fishball soup!
what a relief...SERIOUSLY~ thanks mii ~
I was stucked with twitter the whole morning and afternoon just to read tweets from Ruki. Imagine, within 20mins he had 2thou + ppl following him... like each time I refreshed his twitter page, the numbers jump (lolx).
It's good to see him recovering fast from his edema sickness, we've missed his voice! Emily talked to me alot about another fella in the band - Kaiくん. Basically, we're guessing that he's a computer illiterate hence his adamant absence from the cyworld, at least for now we have yet to discover him here. We're waiting to be surprised, Kaiくん!!
On the other hand, these two Gazeboys can really tweet relentlessly, damn. It's so much fun following them!
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So, in between the times catching up with tweets, I've been hunting for past year thesis/researches, hoping to trigger my inspiration for my report. There're alot out there of different levels and ultra numbers of topics, but unfortunately I didn't gain much from the "harvesting", particularly to start of a relevant topic.
I'm thinking of the currency rates. Am I able to take them on?
May need alot of thinkings and hopefully by tomorrow ideas come rushing to me.
Yesterday as I was reading TheStar newspapers as usual and flipping through the Classified-Job section, it hit me real hard that very quickly in a few months time, I will go through the same section of the newspaper again, then, looking for a job for real. I wonder what can become of me... Out of the many job vacancies that I scanned stated a common criterion where they're expecting the applicants to have several years of experience in a particular field in their working background. Then, wouldn't that alone have reduced my chances of getting hired?
This is starting to get depressed eh...
One way or another, I'd better well graduate from college with a good looking sheet of cert first. Else, I can never dream of getting a decent job, let alone jobs with reasonable pay.
So I was informed, Facebook no longer import feeds from blogger anymore. That's a pity though, but I guess that just leave my blog even more isolated.
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For the passed few days, I've been thinking. You see, as the final year commences, things will get really tense and one of the few which I'm worried about would be my FYP - probably what I call the ticket to complete the highest point of my education thus far. A 9-month duration is probably a breeze dispatch to accomplish project of quality, at least for me.
...and to save the cold sweat to myself, what I'll need to do is to set in train my proposal. But whether or not I'm able to come up with one before I return to college is another question. めんどくせぇ!!
In need of few tablespoons of inspirations and probably pinches of motivation. Have you got what I need?
Raya is approaching, not that it matters anyway.
I already hit my 21st year of living this year and so I was contemplating. What is it you may ask? I was hoping buy a gift for myself, something that just doesn't come cheap.... but I am so unsure if I really should have it... although liking it is another thing.
I wished someone's here to tell me exactly what is it that I should do. どうしよ？！！
Someone with a conscious state of mind, please tell me.
I can't express my sudden enthusiasm to continue writing here. I probably just have nothing better to do. This could just be the best mean of stress reliever. aha...
Well the godforsaken break started exactly month ago and I guess it went by in a blink of an eye. I didn't think I have done much - basically, I was the driver, maid, employee and good for nothing loafer most of the time. Of course, I guess the best time to have lots of fun within my uber long break will be in the month of September, yes this very month! There are just too many things to look forward to.
On the contrary huh, I've been missing college. Don't judge me yet! I mean, well... afterall I've spent like 2-3 years there hugging my notes sleeping in classes, right? It is sane.
Mid Autumn its fast approaching, and you have no idea how many tooth-some pieces of mooncakes that I've chunk down, omfg ahhaa!! Until now, enough is enough~~
Things have been a little out of order recently, perhaps its time to get spick and span. Tak boleh TAHAN~.. RAWR....
When life takes on a fast-ride – breath and take it slow for all the goodness around will be missed if you take one step too big or few steps too hasty.
